I have been feeling really satisfied in the Lord recently and enjoying Him day to day. One year ago, I would never think that my relationship with Him can be deepened and strengthened like this. During this past year, the Lord brought many trials in my life and allowed me went through a period of time that I felt so dry and left out in His kingdom. I was questioning how I am going on with the Lord, how am I going to be used by Him and where would I be after graduation. I went through many periods of emotional pain and up and downs. I felt so far away from the Lord and so unsatisfied in my soul. I struggled to find meaning in life and tried using my own strength to push people towards Christ but only result in them turning in the opposite direction. Thanks for His mercy, during the time of quarantine, I was given so much time to just come before the Lord. And He prepared some sisters who really love Jesus around me, pour out their (His) love and wisdom to me. He reminds me overtime that His power is made perfect in my weakness and that I don’t have to pretend to be strong. In fact, I need to turn back to be like a child again before Him, be simple and honest. And it was when I finally let go some of my pride that the Spirit started to work powerfully to renew me. It’s when we are broken and needy and poor in spirit that He is able to fill us with What’s REAL GOOD instead. When He takes away what I treasured, He gives me what is the best, which is Himself. Praise the Lord that I am His, forevermore. God is good and faithful yesterday, today, tomorrow, and for eternity!